🍂 Happy THANKSGIVING DAY 🦃 Wishing you warmth and gratitude, a heart filled with hope + a belly full of good food.
I’m starting a thing called 21 Days of Creativity.
You’re invited! This is how it works: I’ll send you an email every morning for 21 days with a creative prompt. It will be a simple action you can take that day – writing, drawing, photography, poetry, singing…
You can use the 21 of Days of Creativity to boost a project you’ve been working on or give you the push to start something new. Or to simply get OUT of unhelpful mind ruts and INTO creative and positive thinking. If this would helpful to you, all you have to do is SEND a reply to this post and tell me you want to play.
21 Days of Creativity starts December 1st.
If you’re joining, expect an email from me with simple instructions and a list of recommended materials (most, if not all, you probably already have lying around the house.)
Feel free to forward this invitation to anyone you feel may benefit. It’s my gift which makes it freeeeee. (Being creative has always helped me feel more hopeful and less alone. I trust it will do the same for you.)
iPhone/SmartPhone Film Class August 24th – 26th – 28th 9AM – 10:15 PST
Make a short film in a week!
The group class will meet online on Monday Wednesday and Friday of the week of August 24th. Individual support will be available on the Tuesday and Thursday of that week.
What to expect: There will be creativity boosting exercises, how-to’s and opportunities for group collaborations. At the end of the week, you will have a short film to show off to friends and post on social media.
What you will need: An iPhone or any type of smartphone and an editing app like Vizmato (iOS/Android) or iMovie (iOS).
About the instructor: Ingrid Serban is a film writer/director and musician, a recent transplant from California to Ireland via Paris where she runs her own film production company. She is currently in post production with her second feature documentary about real vampires in Transylvania. Her directorial debut, “Free Trip to Egypt,” premiered in New York and Los Angeles summer of 2019 and was followed by a 500-theatre release in the USA. As a writer/director/cinematographer, Ingrid has a dozen award-winning short films under her belt and extensive experience with music and music videos. Ingrid is passionate about short films and enjoys inspiring others to create their own.
To register, fill out the form below and specify your preferred payment method in the comments section. (Paypal, Venmo or Check)
The world picked up her skirts, shook her hair and went into a spin. She took me from Paris and laid me upon the emerald isle’s shores.
HELLO FROM IRELAND.🍀
I hope you are healthy and safe wherever you are in the world.
This is the story about how in a matter of 24 hours I went from one future to another, from the heart of Paris to the countryside of Ireland.
It was March 13th. I was strolling down the streets of Paris bathing in the sunset light and greeting the budding cherry trees in the Jardin the Tuilleries. I needed to get out of the house. The weight of the world was weighing on my heart. My limbs exhausted. My producer and I had just returned from a grueling filming trip to Romania for my Strigoi film.
We were supposed to fly from Romania to Italy and then to New Orleans to interview two key people for my movie but I cancelled our Italy trip the evening before we were set to fly and we returned to Paris instead. I’ve walked in many a cemetery at night, interviewed some dicey characters and put myself through a lot of physical and psychological challenges for my film but this covid situation felt bigger than what I wanted to tackle. Getting all the footage I needed to finish the film felt so close I could almost taste it. And yet …
Let me get back to the evening of March 13th. At around 10pm at night, I get a call from California. My friend Jonathan says I should really think about getting out of Paris because things are about to get serious. He says I should go to their house in rural Ireland. That I’ll be safe there while the world goes mad. It felt like a crazy idea at first but then, I felt a tiny flutter of joy in my heart. I decided to follow that flutter. I packed a bag and 24 hours later, I was in Dublin. The next morning, Paris went on lockdown.
It’s hard to believe I’ve been here for 2 months. I’ve had a lot of alone time, a lot of conversations with the crows outside my window I planted a garden wrote songs I laughed and cried and held myself close and most of all, I felt what it’s like to be cared for by someone from afar who thinks to call and say, “Get out of there, we have a safe place for you.” That was the flutter I felt. That’s the joy I followed.
Ballyrane House was built in late 1800s. My friends Jonathan & Tiffany bought it with the idea of moving here AND to share it with people as a vacation and events rental. They’ve been the perfect hosts from afar! I’m so happy to be here. It’s paradise. I know the house will host many happy moments. I am so lucky to be part of her joyful legacy. (The house loves it when I pick flowers for her. I’ve been posting photos on my Instagram feed. (here) Follow Ballyrane House on insta @ballyranehousewexford and Tiffany at @rosecrest_events. She is an absolute inspiration!
Strigoi film is on hold. My editor went to be with her family in Belgium. We will still work on it together from a distance (I’m not eager to return to Paris) but the finish date is getting pushed to the fall. It’s a heavy burden to push this movie across the finish line but we will do it. I wish I had those two interviews from Italy and Nola! We may do them online or wait until the world opens up. Did you see my latest Strigoi video update? (Watch here) You can follow @strigoifilm on Insta for regular updates.
I’ll end here for now. Life goes on Hearts open We press on Love is the greatest.
Write back if you can and tell me how you are,
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Summer’s is gracefully bowing at the end of her show. Did you enjoy some sunshine somewhere? The Parisians take off for a whole month!! I’m still in awe at such extravagance.
Last time I wrote you I was in San Francisco. Almost 3 months later, I am writing to you from Paris. A whole lotta life happened. I finished the “Free Trip to Egypt” US tour (more info on how you can watch it, below), went to Romania for 6 weeks and now I am back in Paris.
I wish I could tell you everything that happened since June but it would make for a very long letter. What doesn’t kill you simply doesn’t kill you. I don’t know if it made me stronger. Maybe.
… in just a few words
I bought a one-way ticket to Romania and decided I would face my ghosts; greatest fears, greatest hopes, stuff I never dared say to the people who matter the most. I stayed for 6 weeks. During that time, I spent 10 days in my grandma’s old house. No one lives there now. I let my tears fall on the old dust and hoped the mud would make me see.
I found some things. pieces of my heart, mostly. I found beauty without and fierceness within tender skin with a lion’s heart a vast lake with depths uncharted I found a light that feels like home.
… in other news
Paris is a good place to miss California in. The work on Strigoi continues with my French team. Step by step, my vision becomes clearer. For now.
“Free Trip to Egypt” is now available on Cinema on Demand though TUGG. You can request a screening in your town or join one that’s already happening.
The wall behind me, in this photo, belongs to Paramount Studios in Los Angeles. I was there this weekend for the premiere of the first feature film I directed. Free Trip to Egypt. On Sunday morning, I walked in the southern California heat and remembered. I had my first “real” acting gig at Paramount. That day felt like all my farfetched dreams might just be coming true. Mirage.
Life has taken a few twists and turns since then. Dreams changed, clarified like butter over heat. I’ve been doing and living and shaking things up. Mostly jumping into deep waters and not drowning. Yet.
The road behind me stretches indefinitely. The road ahead of me beckons me to keep going. Where, I do not know yet. Makes me think of a story I wrote in high-school about a pilgrim on the road to Mecca who found something other than he expected. Stories. Looking for truth.
What I know is that I will finish the “Free Trip to Egypt” tour which ends this Wednesday, June 12th. (It’s had sold-out premieres in NYC and LA. The herculean effort we all put in is amounting to something that is reaching hearts and minds. I am very grateful for that.) In about a week, I will return to Paris and continue the work on Strigoi. I will finish that film (talk about twists and turns). Once that is finished, I will listen to the call that feels most true and follow it.
Thank you for being with me on this journey. Thank you for taking an interest and for all your encouragement.
Hope life is treating you well wherever you may be.
I fasted for Lent and now I’m fasting for Ramadan. I’m not converting to anything or anyone. It’s not about joining a religion but about taking part in the human intention to create compassion and peace, within and without. I still have a couple of people I’m angry at so I have some work to do to get to that peace and compassion.
I was never into fasting. I thought I could never do it because I love food too much but it turns out I like it. I have a couple of flammable moments here and there but for the most part it quiets my mind. Not to mention all the extra time I have during the day! For Ramadan, you don’t eat until the sun sets. For Lent I gave up sugar, alcohol and cheese and went mostly vegetarian. Lent was harder but I loved it too. Just to think that 2 years ago I had my first experience of Ramadan in Egypt. More on that below…
On the MUSIC side, I made a video for NPR’s Tiny Desk for “Leaves,” a song I wrote in a quiet and tiny apartment below Sacre Coeur. The salon window opened onto a big tree. Except for a baby crying nearby, the quiet and serene atmosphere of the flat stood in stark contrast to my metro stop. Barbes-Rochechouart station is as close as you can get to running the gauntlet.
I was in this apartment long enough to see the tree go from bare branches to green leaves. I felt utterly alone, betrayed and lost. I shed many tears there. I also made a best friend and felt the beginning of what it’s like not to feel alone when you’re alone. I tried to put all of that into this song. I hope you like it.
FILMwise, the documentary I directed, “Free Trip to Egypt,” is having its theatrical premiere in the US in just a few weeks. I will be in NYC, Los Angelesand San Francisco. It’s been a harrowing and exhilarating experience. As most of you know, this film has been the catalyst to great loss and great gain in my life. The upcoming trip will be a mixed bag of feelings but I am mostly grateful. If you would like to watch it and can’t make the NYC, LA premieres, the film will screen in 500 theatres across the US on June 12th (including San Francisco where I will be.) For trailer, dates and ticket links, go see the goat HERE.
I hope to see you on this trip and if I don’t, please know how grateful I am that you let me into your mailbox aka your heart, and that you care about my adventures, my successes and my failures.
All my best from the city of lights,
PS. I have Strigoi news to share as well but I will tell you more in my next letter.
Dear friends, it’s actually happening! I will be singing for you in two days. It’s almost surreal but it also feels like the most natural thing in the world. I feel ready. I’ve been rehearsing a lot. I’ve tried to bring as much beauty and be as truthful in writing these songs as I can muster.
Seems that writing and performing are two different things, kind of like acting and directing. I’ve been reading this amazing book on Mysticism in Sound and Music. It’s quietly revolutionary. It speaks right to my heart and validates the thoughts I’ve had on music, harmony and dissonance. Light and darkness … So much! I don’t want to get too much into it here because you should read it for yourself. The idea that all is vibration, that everything is music and that music is divine language is something that has governed my life for a while. I could talk about this for-ever!
I feel incredibly lucky and blessed to be able to put my heart into movies and songs and share them with you. I can’t even tell you how honored I feel by each of you who’s bought a ticket for the show on Sunday. I am truly grateful and I hope that you will be enriched for having shared that experience with me.
The show sold out twice today which made me feel all the love, so I have released more tickets.
There’s so much to tell you, I don’t know where to begin. First off, thank you for being part of my community here. A special welcome to all of you who have just arrived. Wish I could give you a glass of champagne in proper Parisian fashion.
Second, I want to tell you a little bit about that volatile situation I mentioned on FB. I was to go into the middle east and direct a documentary film during a rescue mission. The story was and is very compelling and one I believed in fully but it fell through.
So, I’m staying in Paris, focusing on my vampire documentary and the release of the Egypt film I directed. The two films are in such stark contrast when it comes to the production details. With “Free Trip to Egypt,” we have a big team working on the release, around the clock, it seems. With “Strigoi,” it’s just me, sticky notes on a wall and the occasional strolls in the cemetery with my vampire expert friend.
A Music Story
It’s been a rich and difficult couple of years. The things that have kept me going, aside from inner fortitude, or stubbornness, are my friends and music. I started writing songs. I have a handful of them now and as you know, I’ve been debating whether I have the courage to share them with you or not. I think I’ve always wanted to but I wasn’t sure if it would be too personal or if the songs are even decent.
To see 2018, I look into the mirror.
What’s left of what I started with?
Did I learn? Did I grow?
Are the changes within showing on my face?
This year dunked me under water so many times I thought I would never come back up to the surface.
Although it has felt like an attempt on my life, 2018 exercised its full power to dislodge me from most everything I called safe. Home, city, relationship … I am grateful for the saints along the way.
Was it Leonard Cohen who said that light gets in through the cracks? And so it seems that a little bit did.
When I look, really look into the mirror, I see it glimmer in my eyes, like that eternal serpent of awakening.
Mirrors don’t judge.
Here I am. And there you are. Thank us all.
Michelangelo said that he merely removes the superfluous pieces of stone to reveal the statue within. 2018 shaped me into more of me, tender skin with a lion’s heart. I wrote that in a song. I’ve been writing songs but they feel so personal, I don’t know when I’ll gather the courage to share them.
2019 Goals …
1. Finish “Strigoi.” 2. Make another doc. 3. Continue to write my fiction project and film as much of it as possible. 3. Write more songs and maybe share them. 4. Keep meditating and writing in my journal. 5. Spend time with the people I love. 6. Eat croissants, go to museums and spend time in nature. 7. Be here.
Love Spell for 2019
For 2019. I love you even before I know you. For my friends. You are so much more than my heart once wished for. Saints. For all of us. May we be our true selves to such an extent that the symphony of our co-existence resonates fully into the here and now and the always.
If you’d like to support the post production of Strigoi, let me know. One option is to make a tax-deductible donation through my fiscal sponsor, SFFILM (only available until March 2019), another way is to send your donations directly to me via Paypal. You will be credited on screen, of course, and I am happy to extend the Kickstarter rewards if you’re interested.
I’m moving towards being able to share some footage with you soon. I’m editing it myself so it’s a little daunting. Encouragements much appreciated.
Thank you for reading.
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